Guess who's back!!!!!!
It's me CeceMarie....hopefully
So much has happened since I've last written. New job, new guy, break up, and more
I will be attempting to write again, but can't make any promises due to my new busy work schedule. I left my old job of 2 years and started a new one which requires me to work 5 days a week and I'm still in school. Time is not on my side, but I need to write, I breathe to write, and since I have no time to dance, blogging is back.
I've actually found time to date, but unfortunately after a month we broke up already. Don't jump to conclusions though, this guy wasn't so bad. Actually I really like him, but as I stated in my previous blog, I am at a point when I need to walk away when I feel like it's necessary. I will call this guy The Ladies Man, this is not to say he was a cheat or a flirt. He treated me good and actually didn't give me bull...kind of. See Ladies Man has a lot of female friends and I mean a lot. As you can imagine based off of my other post, this is a problem for me thanks to See Me. The females friends wasn't why I left though.
Ladies Man had a habit of leaving out what I see as important details when he went out. For instance, one night he decided to take his friend out to the strip club, which was already hard for me to deal with, but I let it go. The problem I had was days later while reading his text messages (yes I read them cause I'm nosy and have trust issues) I learned that he invited one of his female friends to go with them, which still isn't the problem. The problem was that when we talked about that night he never mentioned this harlett ( the name I use for his female friends lol) being there. Actually, he specifically stated that he and his friend spent the night just talking and drinking at the bar and did not engage with any ladies, yet he never mentioned the chick that was there.
What really got me mad was that Ladies Man saw nothing wrong with this. He couldn't even understand why I would be upset by the fact that he omitted the fact that he asked this harlett to go with him. To him I just don't want him having female friends, but the truth of the matter is, I just wanted him to be honest about spending time with them. For the first time I trusted that he wouldn't cheat or anything, but he lied to me, which makes it hard for me to trust people (again thanks See Me and Clark).
The end result to this was I broke up with him and he let me. Now all he had to do was apologize and say he would just tell me the truth and explain why he omitted it in the first place, but no. That was asking for too much. I think the problem was he listened to what I said, but didn't hear me. I was planning on just disappearing and never communicating with him again, but clearly he is good at having female friends so I figured what the heck lets be friends. I'm not sure it was a good idea though because it just seems awkward to me. But who knows what will happen.
To be continued....
Coming soon, tales of the 36 and Hillbilly
